i love friends. i thank God for my friends. i treasure friendships. i am a loyal friend. and i easily trust friends. and i just found out today, it's not that good to be that way... al least not too much. i am in pain to know that one of my close friends (or so i thought) didn't like it that i 'just barge into their house' ... uh oh ... aren't friends supposed to be that?
lesson: not all people are like me. i like it when my friends barge into my house... they can even open my fridge without permission... they can sleep in my bed (read:girl friends!!!) i can share my undies (clean!) with them... that's my definition of friendship.
lesson: not all people have the same definition of friendship. hah! sad.
did i expect too much from the friendship? thus the next lesson: not all people who ask you to be ninang of their kids consider you close friend! (kasakit jud ani oi .. i pray to God i will be able to forgive ASAP) i will get over this. tomorrow is a new day. that 'friend' will learn her lesson too. in God's time.
if it's bad to blog about it, forgive me. i am just soooo upset and dissapointed. will you pray for me? that i will change for the better? that next time, i will not enter a friend's house without asking for an appointment... duh...