Im turning 33 in a few days. But since birth, i haven't tasted this fruit, just because everybody says it's awful. Everytime Benjo eats it with gusto, i just look at him with envy. Somehow because of the thought that he's enjoying something im so ignorant of. I remember Eleanor Roosevelt say: "anyone can conquer fear by doing the things he fears to do". So today, I dared. I ate durian for the first time!
It 's a bit good. It still isn't my favorite. But at least, i have conquered my fear of it. Im proud of myself! I still got a few to conquer: riding an octopus, bunjee jumping, giving birth (again), losing a loved one, watching horror movies with eyes open. i want to erase all these.. God help me. Just the thought of it makes me want to do a novena. fast. volunteer on a mission.. in other words SURRENDER. haaay. Maybe i'll start surrendering now. God, again, for the second time, PLEASE HELP ME.
Now tell me, what do you fear?