So now, what?
Nothing. I need not do anything. God does not need me to be number 1. I don't need to be a winner. To be cool to be a super woman. To be this and that. God loves me just the way I am. No labels. No titles.
I repeat. God loves me. Even when I suck. And he badly wants me to experience that kind of LOVE. So that all those fears will go away. Because He loves me and will take care of me. Because His will for me is the best and He knows what he is doing. I must not doubt. I must trust. I must relax.
That's why today, I lay down my concrete steps:
1) Hubby and I are open to life. In His grace.
2) I will always always pray for my cross. Kiss my cross. Adore my cross. It's very difficult I know but I can do it with God's help.
Oh how I praise and thank God for this FREEDOM.
... our community "class picture" I love to look at everyone's faces =)
... serious at scrutacio.
... our dear cantors. Someday Miguel will be one of them. Amen.
... my treasures.
... Josephine and I playing while our responsibles and co-responsibles are serious and stressed haha!
... Theresa, so happy you were able to join us!
... what a precious moment.
... w, Ate JJ! Migs couldn't smile coz his mouth is full!
... love love love this moment at the table. The young ones taking turn to play while Kuya happily obliged =)
And what's a convivence without FOOD? Two days and two nights of diet-free buffet! Oh my!
That's all! Until next time =)